Sitting alone, i remembered it was the year 2013 when my health was at stake and promised myself to stay positive moving forward but this year, 2017, has given me so much to bear that i could no longer see the sunlight. I had a lot of struggle when it comes to my career - from an over the top boss who really does not care a thing, a home helper who is so judgmental and conceited and a family that had been so dysfunctional and i don't even know if it does exist.
Under those circumstance that came, I have tried to meet both ends from maintaining an ancestral house that my mom left and maintaining my own life paying all bills, car mortgages and name it, bills that is a lot higher than my earnings.
It was really a bad year and hopefully this 2018 will bring me hope and light. but if it turns out to be another year of disaster, this will be the end of this blog as it has reached the endpoint of my life.
Calm me my Lord but never expect me to exist anymore, but to those who knows me, let me tell you this, do take care of my dogs...that is all there is to it.
I am leaving this life...this earthlings and this planet.
Deep within, i feel crushed...
Eternal peace hopefully would rest upon me...somehow, somewhere...
